MoonLightShadow - A baby figuring her way out

A simple phone call turned my life up side down for the previous 48 hours.. you’d wonder who was it and what was said for all that.. I’d say that from the point of view of a normal person.. this might be a normal phone call that could pass by without even being noticed.. so why am I doing all the fuss about it.. I wonder..

Well, when I think about it, I find out that it was a little bit strange.. was just talking about the person and that I was waiting for him to contact for any reason.. at the same time I was expecting to see him in an outing the same day..

I was there.. sitting among people.. when I suddenly realized that my mobile was ringing.. brought it out of the bag to find out his name on my mobile.. for a second I didn’t believe it.. I answered, but he had already hung up.. and I discovered that this was the second missed call.. I immediately called him again.. was curious to know what was it about.. the only thing I had in mind was he was asking for directions to come to the outing..
I called, and he answered immediately..

My assumption for the reason of the call turned out to be wrong.. The apparent reason was a little bit weird.. not sure whether it was a real reason, or just a fake one to call... and that's what's turning me crazy.. the phone call was very short, however, I felt it meant something.. or may be it's me who want it to mean something.. I don't know.. We made it an open end call, meaning that I should call to arrange a meeting to give him something..

I'm anxious to call.. I'm waiting to see his name again on my mobile.. I'm afraid I'm just dreaming of something that doesn't exist.. I'm tried of thinking..

I’ve been away from blogging for a long time.. stopped writing in my own blog, stopped commenting, and managed to follow very few blogs just by reading, or even skimming through, without having the time to write comments..

Many reasons behind being away.. main one was work.. I hardly can do anything from work except to work, and this means I had no chance to do any blogging activity from work, and by the time I used to go home, the only thing that I could think of was sleeping..
It has been such a tough period.. but thank God things will be better from now on, at least that’s what I’m hopping for..

During that time, I missed my blog very much.. there were times when I badly needed to vent off, to write and let it out.. but I had no time for myself.. no time that I could sit, and write.. other times, I felt that I need to write, not to vent off but to keep record of such good moments that I had..

On the 25th of March, I attended Fire Of Anatolia.. it was very nice.. was planning to write all about it.. but I was carried out with things that I forgot all about it..
That was followed by attending the opening and the closing for ACES 2007 (Annual Conference for Engineering Students).. had a lot to write about it as well.. it’s all gone..

One last thing to say.. I wish I won’t be kept away again for such a long time..