MoonLightShadow - A baby figuring her way out

Found that tag on Bluelue's blog, and thought it's interesting

Rules:

a. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search.
b. Using only the first page, pick an image.c. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into fd’s mosaic maker.

1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What high school did you go to?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. Favorite drink?
7. Dream vacation?
8. Favorite dessert?
9. What you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. One Word to describe you.
12. Your flickr name.

ana ebtadeet ashook fe3lan fi nafsy.. ana akeed mesh ban2adma tabe3yya! I act weirdly! Very childish.. w ba2fesh 3ala 7agat hablaaaaaa gedan.. lanken a3mel eih fi my pride b2a.. sa3b gedan eny atnazal 3an mawkefy.. even if I realized I'm wrong.. or even if I realized en el mawdoo3 maystahlsh.. tab ana leih ba3mel keda.. da el so2al elly m7ayarny..

Akeed kol elly ana 3amlah da mesh 3ala makan.. da bel 3aks.. ana momken aslan el makan maykonsh 3agbny awy.. ana elly meday2ny el mawkef.. w 3'aleban di kanet el 2asha elly ana batlakek beiha.. bas tab3an ana aktar 7aga meday2any eny metanesha.. since el mawkef da w I'm not talking to her.. w bel tab3ya.. she isn't talking to me.. I'm not liking at all.. w ymken elly meday2ny delwa2ty eny nefsy nerga3 zayy el awel.. bas ana ba3ned ma3 nafsy.. mesh 3ayza a7es eny da3eefa.. w eny me7tagalha.. bas the truth is, ana fe3lan me7tagaha ganby.. momken tkoon heya di el moshkela.. eny awel ma7es eny mo3tameda 3ala 7ad b7'af.. I fear being hurt.. whenever people become dear to me, they can easily hurt me.. and when this happen I'm the most stubborn person ever!

It's not only about the place.. that incidence of F. w elly et2aket menha today kanet 7at7'aleeny awala3.. couldn't even stand hearing the person.. 2omt mesheet w sebtohom.. yes, I wanted to deliver a msg.. hope enaha tkoon weslet.. assuming that the person is smart, then he should understand where did he go wrong.. bas I'm starting to doubt that fact of being smart..

ana meday2a men nafsy awy.. meday2a eny kabart el mawdoo3.. w meday2a eny 2olt l kaza 7ad 3aleih.. I hate talking about people behind their back.. bas ana kont 7anfager 7'alas, and I couldn't deny that there was an issue.. mesta3eylla nafsy mooooot :'(

If only I could turn back time, and jsut be a more daring person and ask for whatever I want men el awel.. maknsh kol dah 7asal!

At times I feel I want to do crazy things.. something that I normally won't do.. I feel like I need to break all the rules.. to stop suppressing my anger, instead, shout out loud.. I need to stop showing that image of the wise girl.. I'm not.. I need to express whatever I have inside.. without fearing to be misunderstood, nor judged..