End of year mania..

Monday, December 22, 2008
Running.. running.. running..
That's how I feel.. days are running.. I'm running to catch up with days.. events are happening so quickly.. I feel there is a lot to do before end of year.. and many things are happening, as if they want to catch end of year as well.. strange!

Work.. decisions.. family.. friends.. myself.. outings.. trips.. and many more things that I need to do something about before end of year.. not sure why are they related.. but I just feel I've got that deadline that I need to catch up with.. and still days are slipping out of my hands.. I wake up, to find myself going to bed for a new day.. manyyy things to do.. and I'm doing nothing..

May be because I need to have a brand new start fr 2009.. wash out all my fears, worries, failures, disappointments.. and stand up for a new year, filled with hopes, wishes, love, beauty, and most important thing a peaceful heart, mind and soul..

That's why I'm rushing.. to end up everything.. to be a new "me"..

Worried?! yes, I'm afraid I'm gonna disappoint myself again.. I might not be up to my expectations..

Need to write down my new year's resolution.. and try to stick to them this year b2a..
posted by MoonLightShadow at 10:38 PM, |