اكتب وامسح

Tuesday, October 14, 2008
اعت ألف حولين نفسي و اكتب وامسح و اكتب و امسح وبعدين مكنتش حكتب حاجة و أروح أنام وبعدين رجعت في كلامي، و في الأخر لئيتني مش أدرى أواجه نفسي . عندي حالة من الاذبهلال الغريب، مش عارفة إيه السبب بظبط ..
 
posted by MoonLightShadow at 10:33 PM, |

2 Comments:

you know Moon, its so strange and odd because i am passing through the same phase, its been a month now and it affecting everything.. i run in circles before i do anything "literally" i dont know where to go or where to start and when i take a step my legs takes me into another direction and i end up in the same place dunno where to go..as well as my mind. do you think its routine?.. do you think its too much if effecless nothingness, do you think its numbness and rustiness of mind? maybe its a wake up call?.. maybe all of that .
Piano.. it's been such a very long time.. I do really miss you :)
Well, I think it's it's rustiness of mind.. been feeling so in all aspects of life.. even at work.. I just feel I'm not capable of thinking creatively.. even self expression became such a very difficult thing to do.. not sure what's the reason either!
It's the dull life.