Confused!

Friday, May 05, 2006
All I can say is.. I’m a ridiculous immature person who act without thinking!

I really don’t know why I act that way! What is it in my mind that leads me to this?! I wonder!!

Been dying to go.. and I went.. and my hidden agenda was fulfilled.. BUT.. I don’t know.. felt I’m out of place.. felt like a stranger.. a feeling that kills me.. left immediately.. without even saluting the people.. what a silly thing to do!!

I was confused.. didn’t want this to appear.. I preferred leaving than being thought of as a fool.. well, I am!

All the way back.. thinking and rethinking.. should I have stayed, or I shouldn’t?! I guess I shouldn’t have went from the beginning.. but I needed it!!

However, I couldn’t even tolerate our eyes meeting! Yeah, sometimes I fear what my eyes might say..

I’m just confused!
 
posted by MoonLightShadow at 9:33 PM, |

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  At 5/05/2006 10:15:00 PM Blogger Alina said:
At a certain poit, we all act without thinking...The trick is to react correctly when you eventually start thinking straight, I think.
  At 5/06/2006 10:34:00 PM Blogger MoonLightShadow said:
Alina, the point is, when you start thinking you don't know how to react!

Sarah, I'm taking it easy on myself.. though sometimes she is dumb!
  At 5/08/2006 11:54:00 AM Blogger Nesrina said:
Moon, it's good that you went. and we all feel bad sometimes and it was ok to leave... at least u let yourself experience and feel. that is how we know things.. u just have to try.
  At 5/09/2006 11:03:00 AM Blogger MoonLightShadow said:
Yeah Nesrina.. I've always belived that Trial and Error is the best teacher.. that's only for those who learn the lesson!
  At 5/14/2006 11:04:00 PM Blogger Wonderer said:
I came here late, but I hope you are better now:)
BTW, everybody acts without thinking every now and then, so take it easy on yourself:)
  At 5/16/2006 11:17:00 PM Blogger Alina said:
Hey Moon, how have you been? Hope all's well!
  At 5/17/2006 09:52:00 PM Blogger MoonLightShadow said:
Sha3'af, I don't always learn the leason, however I do my best.

Wonderer, I'm better el 7amdullah.. Thank you :)

Alina, yeah I guess all is well thank God, been very busy the previous week.. and extremly tired this week as a result. Don't even have the energy to write.. but I won't be away for so long.. Thank you for asking :))


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