tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-110381822011-10-11T14:11:53.705+02:00Days go by.. and some of us pass unnoticed.. yet thoughts never die..MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.comBlogger3771100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-3831227283015744302011-05-18T23:54:00.002+02:002011-05-19T00:05:17.847+02:00

Sa3at keteer ba7es eny ba2eet mesh 3arfa nafsy.. wala fahmany.. ana 3ayza eih, w ba7eb eih, w bakrah eih, eih elly bybstny w eih elly byza3lny.. hal ana open minded, wala zayy ma by2olo da2a 2adeema.. ya tara el nas shayfany zay ma ana shayfa nafsy.. wala hwa el 3aks.. ana bashoof nafsy zay ma el nas btshofny.. tab maho ana mesh bawary el nas kol 7aga gowaya.. l daraget eny ana kaman mab2tsh

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-81841640949185065722011-05-15T23:28:00.002+02:002011-05-18T23:53:59.501+02:00

One of the most difficult things to do is to pretend that you are fine while you are not.. To pretend that you are happy while you are angry..

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I come back to you my dear blog whenever I feel I can no longer connect to this world I'm living in.. the more days pass.. the more I'm certain about not belonging here.. It's not about finding people to listen to you, it is not about me talking, and it's not about others understanding.. it is about me.. Connecting with this deep deep voice inside of me.. This controlling voice inside of me..

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Time is really flying.. 6 years has passed since I started this blog.. too much to write about.. but may be later.. I just can't fall asleep without venting those couple of lines, and my blog is the only place I can do this now.. I can't tolerate people anymore.. it's not because of them, but it's about me.. there is something about me that at times makes me what to lock myself in this empty room

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As much as I wanted to sit down write my new year’s resolutions as much as I’ve been escaping doing this.. may be because I know they are just some words and sentences written down.. and I’ll keep carrying them forward from one year to the other.. may be I don’t want to remind myself that I keep postponing things, and I’m not able to take control over my life and do whatever I want.. or may be

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We were having our break at work when we started discussing our new year's wishes and resolutions... when a friend of mine simply said it is us who put these endings and beginnings.. we are just living a series of days which are all the same.. dates don't make a difference..I was really convinced with what he said.. which made me think about it.. why is it always related with a new year that we

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-13416859238060435402010-10-10T21:49:00.003+02:002010-10-10T22:08:55.382+02:00

So.. it’s time to disclose this little secret I had.. it’s not a secret.. simply three years ago I wished to have my wedding/engagement/proposal on 10/10/10..Back then -three years ago- it seemed very logical and felt I’m giving myself plenty of time.. thought definitely by that time there will be someone.. people around me might think I was kidding about it, but I wasn’t.. back at that time when

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-58174985435097479182010-08-30T00:17:00.002+02:002010-08-30T00:57:35.777+02:00

Had a little argue with my brother and went into my room and burst into tears.. the argue doesn't deserve.. but I just felt like crying.. but it's not relieving anymore, crying makes me really tired.. it hurts.. I feel an ache deep inside my heart..My life has changed, but sometimes I refuse to accept this truth.. I escape believing it.. whether by getting involved in anything to forget or by

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-37448182665501316292010-07-27T21:24:00.005+03:002010-07-27T22:04:24.709+03:00

I need to talk.. I know it is not something new for people to have this need.. however, it is a new thing for me.. I am a silent person by nature.. I adore listening.. but I've had enough.. and no, I don't even feel that writing will satisfy this need I have for expressing myself.. I need the human interaction of talking.. I don't want solutions, because there isn't any.. I simply feel like

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Normally I used to celebrate a happy singles day with my friends instead of celebrating Valentine’s Day, however this year, I decided to let the day pass as a normal day.. just a normal day.. nothing really special about it, I’m not going to feel depressed or anything.. it’s just a day.. despite this conclusion, I went yesterday to watch the Valentine’s Day movie.. I don’t know why I had the urge

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-21706899773128880332009-05-01T02:07:00.003+03:002009-05-01T02:23:10.103+03:00

I've been sleepless for over than three days now.. I was on vacation for 10 days, and returned work by the 27th.. since then and my mind is working to solve that bug.. at times I feel my mind stopped working.. I'm talking with people, but I'm not listening to them, I can no longer comprehend what they are saying.. dozens of things to do.. meetings, testings, analysis, debugging, follow up, daily

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-39930650800663136882009-04-02T23:28:00.002+02:002009-04-02T23:40:00.655+02:00

"ana mesh mabsouta" da el sho3or elly mesh 3ayez yfar2ny el ayam di.. 7atta lama yb2a fi 7aga tebsetny, wa da naderan lama ye7sal, barga3 3ala toul l 7alet el ekte2ab elly mlazmany el youeen dool.. ba2eet sha7'seya ka2eeba gedan.. mesh tay2a nafsy.. wala el nas elly 7awalya.. walla sho3'ly.. wala ayy 7aga fi donia di..Kol ma afakar.. 2ala2y eny mesh 2adra atakabl nafsy zayy ma heyya.. wala 3arfa

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-9342512946116462442009-03-26T23:58:00.000+02:002009-03-26T23:59:28.968+02:00

For many years of my life, I've been watching life from behind a window.. that used to be my only role in this life.. a marginalized person, who barely can be noticed by anyone.. but I was a curious watcher.. I loved it.. and back then, I thought that to be able to take a role in this life, I have to see first how is it going, to study it first, know the rules, and then I can participate..I

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-89555730401072403242009-02-15T23:19:00.003+02:002009-02-15T23:29:44.366+02:00

I need to go back on diet again :'( I guess that's the 10th time I say this.. bas 7a3mel eih.. seems I'll live my whole life dreaming of losing those extra kilos..I'm tired of work.. sometimes I feel I don't wanna go.. simply, I don't feel like working today.. bas lel asaf.. things doesn't work that way..I'm not enjoying anything anymore.. not even outings, trips, shopping, nothing at all..I'm

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-78566515127711601652009-02-03T23:15:00.002+02:002009-02-03T23:18:39.744+02:00

One of the worst things in this life is to live without having a reason to live for.. without a goal.. without a plan to carry out.. to live same exact days.. with different dates..I wake up in the morning, not wanting to wake up.. not wanting to go to work, and do the same exact things over and over.. I go to work, and I keep saying I want to go home.. comes time to go home.. I say I want to

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-77359838301900629392009-01-28T21:47:00.003+02:002009-01-28T22:03:48.828+02:00

Not knowing what exactly you want is really irritating.. one day you feel you need this thing, the other day you feel you don't.. flexibility should have it's limits.. a person shouldn't be flexible about everything.. actually I'm not.. however, I seem to be so..But again, I'm not flexible, and at the same time I don't know what do I want.. I'm really such a confusing person.. I can't please

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-70198391620747764752009-01-14T22:37:00.001+02:002009-01-14T22:51:22.346+02:00

Which is better.. to let things go without interfering, or to interfere and make things clear?! I'm bored of thinking about it.. afraid to take a wrong decision.. a decision that I might regret afterwards.. generally, I'm not a person who regrets.. however, it sometimes happens..What is it that I'm afraid of? May be I'd hurt someone.. or may be I'd lose someone, and then will discover how stupid

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-10590530455816102532008-12-22T22:38:00.003+02:002008-12-24T22:33:12.584+02:00

Running.. running.. running..That's how I feel.. days are running.. I'm running to catch up with days.. events are happening so quickly.. I feel there is a lot to do before end of year.. and many things are happening, as if they want to catch end of year as well.. strange!Work.. decisions.. family.. friends.. myself.. outings.. trips.. and many more things that I need to do something about before

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-90168304878731359692008-12-14T23:36:00.000+02:002008-12-15T00:01:39.144+02:00

A friend of mine is getting married in January, and I felt I need to have a new soirée dress, and I decided to have a new one done..I had a strange feeling regarding this dress.. felt I'm gonna wear it in a special occasion for myself, my engagement for example.. it was really weird.. a more strange thing, my mum was thinking of the same idea.. she told me may be this is gonna be your engagement

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-63291522675415498292008-12-11T23:49:00.000+02:002008-12-11T23:51:29.628+02:00

matloob 7'etta l tatfeesh 3arees.. any ideas?!

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-8758438408908871232008-11-14T22:55:00.001+02:002008-11-14T23:28:48.204+02:00

At the beginning of each season, I go shopping, find nothing that fits nicely, and I think of having my new clothes tailored. I go for buying cloth, find nice stuff, however I hate the sellers.. and I hate bargaining... I get my stuff done.. and guess what, most of the time it disappoints me.. the output is never as I wished or imagined.. I take a decision of not doing this again.. no more

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I need to admit.. at least to myself.. up till this moment I'm even denying it to myself.. is it because I'm not sure.. or I'm afraid to admit.. or it's wondering about what's next even if I admitted it to myself..Admitting it to myself means I will need to admit it to him as well.. do I really want to do this?! Am I sure of such feeling?! what if I was imagining all this?! what if it meant only

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-3877614965932903972008-11-01T22:45:00.001+02:002008-11-01T23:01:18.014+02:00

She knew about this trip by mere coincidence.. normally it was very strange to go for such a trip with people she doesn't know.. however, she was very much into it that she did all she can do to come.. She even managed to convince the organizer to change the dates for the trip to suit her schedule.. she convinced one of her friends to join.. her parents didn't mind, which is a little bit weird..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-85249041251822083722008-10-19T22:15:00.000+02:002008-10-19T22:16:23.632+02:00

Do I really need to see a psychiatrist?! I'm very much to this idea these days, though at a certain point of time, I thought I'm just a normal human being. However, I no longer believe in this anymore.. I'm pretty sure there is something wrong with me, it might not be that major thing, but still there is something. Something that I've been trying to cure since I was in primary.. yes, since then

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-69677657239662891522008-10-14T22:33:00.004+02:002008-10-14T23:26:39.903+02:00

اعت ألف حولين نفسي و اكتب وامسح و اكتب و امسح وبعدين مكنتش حكتب حاجة و أروح أنام وبعدين رجعت في كلامي، و في الأخر لئيتني مش أدرى أواجه نفسي . عندي حالة من الاذبهلال الغريب، مش عارفة إيه السبب بظبط ..

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Each time I open my blog to drop a few lines, I end up browsing other blogs, and by the end of my tour, I don't feel like writing..Been doing this for sometime.. not sure what is the reason behind me losing interest in writing.. actually I'm not sure it's losing interest, may be I don't want to confront myself anymore..Dropping lines in my blog always involved some self confrontation which I'm

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-75301672076331811602008-07-06T21:26:00.002+03:002008-07-06T21:28:41.701+03:00

For almost more than two weeks and I've been feeling extremely bored.. not sure what's the reason.. the only thing I know is; I'm not enjoying anything in my life.. I'm extremely bored at work.. have loads of stuff to do, but I'm not accomplishing anything.. and definitely I'm not feeling well about this zero output..Thought of taking couple of days for vacation to break this boredom status..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-52712460811499707562008-07-02T23:52:00.003+03:002008-07-02T23:56:34.006+03:00

Since we moved to that new building and I'm not feeling good.. first it was that place issue.. then it was kinda resolved, by me taking another different place, a good one actually, but still not that one I was targeting.. but I thought I should let it go.. at least for my own sake..But seems it's the new building itself.. I can't get accustomed to it.. I feel like a stranger.. I barely leave my

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-88011025818937699032008-06-24T09:22:00.001+03:002008-06-24T09:25:22.961+03:00

Again and Again.. A year older, but never wiser..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-91565343021410773232008-06-19T23:26:00.002+03:002008-06-19T23:32:31.089+03:00

Found that tag on Bluelue's blog, and thought it's interestingRules:a. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search.b. Using only the first page, pick an image.c. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into fd’s mosaic maker.1. What is your first name?2. What is your favorite food?3. What high school did you go to?4. What is your favorite color?5. Who is your

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ana ebtadeet ashook fe3lan fi nafsy.. ana akeed mesh ban2adma tabe3yya! I act weirdly! Very childish.. w ba2fesh 3ala 7agat hablaaaaaa gedan.. lanken a3mel eih fi my pride b2a.. sa3b gedan eny atnazal 3an mawkefy.. even if I realized I'm wrong.. or even if I realized en el mawdoo3 maystahlsh.. tab ana leih ba3mel keda.. da el so2al elly m7ayarny..Akeed kol elly ana 3amlah da mesh 3ala makan.. da

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-26425419364936346962008-06-01T00:23:00.002+03:002008-06-01T00:36:56.108+03:00

At times I feel I want to do crazy things.. something that I normally won't do.. I feel like I need to break all the rules.. to stop suppressing my anger, instead, shout out loud.. I need to stop showing that image of the wise girl.. I'm not.. I need to express whatever I have inside.. without fearing to be misunderstood, nor judged..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-51299351994188973712008-05-31T01:20:00.001+03:002008-05-31T01:24:44.978+03:00

Finally we are moving.. I can't deny that I'm excited about it.. however, I'm very sad I'll be leaving our previous head office.. unfortunately, I got too attached to the place.. Wednesday was our last day there, I kept taking photos for each corner of the place.. not believing I won't be able to get in there again!!I always seek change.. or let me say I love to change, but on condition that I

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-11960034704491287312008-04-30T00:30:00.000+03:002008-04-30T00:32:02.344+03:00

About a month ago I changed my place at work.. supposedly, I took a bigger space.. a more private one, but since I moved, I feel I’m distracted.. I feel uncomfortable.. I can’t get used to the place.. it doesn’t feel like mine.. and it’s really affecting my performance.. I’m not sure whether changing the place is the reason.. at least I think it’s one of the reasons..People are leaving.. new

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It was that early morning day, while I was hurrying up to work.. was down in the street, getting into my car.. when I realized that thing on our balcony’s edge.. it was all filled with purple flowers.. I paused for a second.. couldn’t imagine one year has passed since I last saw those beautiful flowers..How couldn’t I realize they are here again?! Spring time is here, but I’m different.. I can

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-83062880860880490282008-04-23T01:53:00.000+02:002008-04-23T01:54:49.533+02:00

Not sure what is it that’s making me sleepless for a couple of days now.. I wake up early in the morning, and I can’t sleep before 3 a.m.Unfortunately it’s that working mind of mine.. it keeps working and working.. thinking of different things at the same time..In an attempt to fall asleep.. I’ll just try to empty my mind and list down things I’m t thinking of..-All MBA related stuff; GMAT exam,

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So.. things went as I really wanted.. the meeting was ok, though I came out with a long list of To Do(s).. but I enjoyed it.. it was the first time we attend a meeting together.. wanted to see him in meetings.. how he deals with things..On our way back to location Y, I was the happiest ever.. we had the longest conversation.. well, let me redefine it.. I had him talking for hour and a half.. it

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-63626950065154790072008-04-20T01:04:00.006+02:002008-04-20T01:12:26.045+02:00

I knew about his meeting @ location X.. was thinking all through the weekend wetherI can go to location X or not.. yes, I have work there, but at the same time I wanted to be @ location Y for work reasons.. Out of no where, I find myself required to attend the same meeting he is attending :DUsually I would have hated that tadbessa.. being asked to attend a meeting I know nothing about, and being

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-22725937324501464052008-04-20T01:04:00.002+02:002008-04-20T01:05:00.464+02:00

I think from now on I should be posting more often.. why is that?! Simply because I finally got a wireless access point at home.. this means I can have the laptop in my room and blog as much as I want.. without having people interfering in what I’m doing.. and without having the feeling of being watched.. these were mainly the reasons why I wasn’t blogging recently.. I need my time to write

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-41023328063656028802008-04-18T19:10:00.000+02:002008-04-18T21:30:32.428+02:00

So.. I’m busy busy like a bee these days.. or that’s how I appear to be.. when I have the time to just think for couple of minutes of what I’m doing.. I find myself doing nothing.. what is it that’s keeping me busy then?!‘Uff’ became my start of the day word.. if I am to count how many times I say it.. I guess I’d reach ten times per minute.. I hate myself when I’m in that state.. but I just feel

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-84315346740126159392008-04-08T17:53:00.000+02:002008-04-08T17:55:19.112+02:00

Mab2tsh 3arfa maly.. I’m acting totally weird when he is around.. I can feel it, and definitely people around feel it as well.. but the question is, does he feel it?! Does he know how weird I act when he is around! The moment he enters from the door.. I can’t control how fast my heart beats.. I can’t control my voice tone.. I can’t control my excitement.. I know how dumb I appear at these moments

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I definitely should care for what I wish for. Seems I no longer know what is it that I want.. I wonder if I ever knew!I keep going.. I don’t control how things go.. but I just follow the flow and let go.. the thing is, everything is going as I think I want.. I mean, I wished to graduate with certain grades.. and it happened.. I wished to work in a multinational and it happened.. I wished to take

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-10396898373837036542008-02-25T22:16:00.004+02:002008-02-25T23:28:29.927+02:00

So, this year I'm celebrating from Izmir.. any significance?! Yes, change..As usual, kept thinking of what should be written in my third anniversary.. but didn’t actually reach anything.. one thing that kept popping in my head whenever I think.. it was those people who I related to through those three years..Definitely all those on my side bar did trigger me in a way or the other… however, I

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Remember the thing I was waiting for to be announced.. last Thursday I knew about it.. and it turned to be same as I was expecting.. actually my happiness that day was indescribable!Not sure what was the actual reason, is it because of the new reappointment, or it's that my assumptions turned out to be right.. or just for the change.. the conclusion was, I was HAPPY..Half an hour ago, the

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Yesterday was having some free time at work.. and tried to think about my 2007.. actually I'm having a very short term memory these days.. fa no way I could remember anything.. my only reference is my blog.. I opened the blog.. and went quickly through my 2007 archives.. didn't read posts.. just made sure that I have an archive for each month.. then discovered that there was no entry in December

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I wonder why whenever I feel that the gap is decreasing I just run away!

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So.. here I am at work, since the early morning doing nothing!I'm not able to concentrate at all.. there is a thing that is distracting me.. however, I'm incapable of putting my hands on it.. tried every possible way to distract myself and get myself to do something.. but nothing worked.. still I have this thing going in my head without being able to put my hands on it.!My productivity this week

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In a trial to get myself out of this boredom state I'm in I'll be starting my art classes next Tuesday.. I'm very enthusiastic about it.. wishing things will turn out as interesting as I'm wishing..

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Am I different from whom I think I am?! How do people see me?! Is their perception of me the same as I have for myself?! If yes, do we – me and others – know the real me?!Been always searching for myself.. my potentials.. my weakness.. trying hard to get a real knowledge of whoI am.. it's been always a difficult mission to accomplish..I have different characters at the same time.. I'm a flexible

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I'm bored!I'm bored of myself..I'm bored of my feelings..I'm bored from everything around..I'm tired of this repeating life..I'm tired of chasing the unknown..I'm tired of this life..I wish I was a different person..I wish I knew who I am..I wish I was less selfish..I wish I can get out of this endless loop..

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Things are getting steady with mum.. hoping it will continue the same for the rest of the therapy.. I managed to regain my balance again.. I'm back on diet and to exercising.. I just went to the fitness center couple of times, and the interesting thing is I come out of there full on energy and feel happy..It's been a long time since I had that happiness from inside.. it even reflected on

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I'm feeling different these days.. actually for the last couple of months.. I've been feeling weird.. feel like I'm deteriorating.. feeling lonely.. feeling of no use..Tried many times to analyze the state.. to know the reason(s) behind that deterioration.. at times I manage to put my hands.. other times I just can't know what is it..This state isn't new for me.. have been through it a lot.. but

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I'm loaded.. I have too much to say.. I have too much to do.. and I have too much feelings.. I'm supposed to be in bed now.. it's already too late, specially that I have work tomorrow after that long weekend. Well, it's feeling horrible to be back to work, I'm just not in the mood for it at all!So, Ramadan this year is different.. been hearing that from a lot of people.. but in addition for all

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Are we born with our personal traits, or we do acquire them from the surrounding environment and the way we are raised up?!I asked myself this question many times, the conclusion I always reach is, it's a mix of both personal traits, and the surroundings..If this conclusion is right, this means that part of our personal traits – that acquired from the surrounding - could be changed, either by

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It's been about more than a week now and I'm trying to put some words here on the blog.. it's not that I don't have what to say.. or I don't have the time.. it's just that thoughts run away whenever I try to catch them and formulate them to words.. or may be they are diversified thoughts.. related to everything and anything.. simple things that I pass by daily, and major decisions that's

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Finally I'm on a vacation... AGAZA…So.. after all this work pressure and worry.. I'm finally off.. two weeks to do whatever I want.. is it really whatever I want, or it's whatever my family wants?! Actually I don't mind.. I wonder why am I not interested in this vacation aslan..Yes, I was totally tired, and reached that 'enough is enough' state.. however, I started to be that person who have

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Was having the weekend off to the north coast.. well, that's the only vacation I'm capable of having these days.. nothing more than a weekend.. though I'm promised a long one after my colleague is back from his vacation..Anyways, since I had to be back on Saturday night for work, and my family wanted to stay for a while, I had to go back to Cairo by bus (Super Jet)..The least I can say is, it was

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I'm such a weird person.. I have complete swings of moods.. happy, nervous, depressed, enthusiastic, laughing my heart out.. all can be present at the same time..I'm currently having a hard time at work.. doing my best to distract my mind from thinking about it.. however, I can't.. it's completely getting into me.. it's even affecting me physically.. feeling tension in my body and was suffering a

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An unexpected sms.. phone call.. email.. inbox message.. bunch of flowers.. gift.. It's the small unexpected things in my life that makes a difference.. most important is being it unexpected.. it puts that smile on my face..It makes me curious.. the few seconds that I take opening the sms or the email are the best ever.. that sense of wondering.. a feeling that I can't ever describe!

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mesh 3arfa lieh ana da2mat al shakway... I always catch myself complaining and feeling down.. mesh 3arfa leih mafeesh 7aga btmshy zay mana 3ayza.. leih mesh ana el mota7akema fi 7yatay.. 7ata mesh 3arfa a7aded mawkefy men nafsy.. sa3at a7es eny tayeba awy, l daraga tewsal ll habal.. w sa3at tanya a7ess en ana shereera gedan.. te3bt w zh2t men nafsy awy.. nefsy arsa 3ala bar.. nefsy a7es b

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Dad travelled..Mum travelled..My brother is out..

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Not sure what happened to my writing skills (as if I ever had).. it has been a while since a had lots of running thoughts in my mind.. but my capability of writing them into words is zero.. not sure what's the reason..Till I'm back to my normal state, I'll just write down post titles.. may be one day I'll be back to them and complete the words..

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My brother asked "What makes you satisfied?! You are never satisfied!!"I kept thinking and thinking.. realized that he is right.. and I found no answer!!

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A year has ended..A new year to come..And I'm the same person..

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He used to be one of my best virtual friends.. at a certain point of time, we used to talk for hours daily.. it was like our daily routine.. I know I'll log in to find him there.. he was one of the very few who cared to look inside and try to understand.. we never met.. and I think if we did that would have ended the connection between us.. not that there is smth wrong with him.. but because the

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“All men dream but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity, but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men for they may act their dreams with open eyes to make it possible” T.E Lawrence, the 7 pillars of wisdom Omar Samra is a 28 years old Egyptian, studying for his MBA in London. Omar had a dream of being the first

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You know that feeling of being lost.. been having this feeling lately..Feeling that I don’t belong.. that I’m carried with the daily life.. having nothing that I’m looking for.. no plans, no dreams.. nothing except waiting for the day to end..At the same time I’m doing my best to escape thinking.. unfortunately thinking takes me nowhere, I just feel more lost..I’m not sure what’s going inside of

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Been tagged by Alina since a very long time, and promised myself that I won't be writing anything in this blog except when I do this tag first.. Terribly sorry for being that late..Bloggers: The blogosphere is coming to an end. You have one last post. What is it going to be? What is the final summary of your blog? What is the one last gem that you want to leave with your readers?Not sure what

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A simple phone call turned my life up side down for the previous 48 hours.. you’d wonder who was it and what was said for all that.. I’d say that from the point of view of a normal person.. this might be a normal phone call that could pass by without even being noticed.. so why am I doing all the fuss about it.. I wonder..Well, when I think about it, I find out that it was a little bit strange..

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I’ve been away from blogging for a long time.. stopped writing in my own blog, stopped commenting, and managed to follow very few blogs just by reading, or even skimming through, without having the time to write comments..Many reasons behind being away.. main one was work.. I hardly can do anything from work except to work, and this means I had no chance to do any blogging activity from work, and

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You Are An INFPThe IdealistYou are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.You would make an excellent writer,

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I hate to be controlled..I hate being taken for granted..I hate people who try to be funny and they are not..I hate having a load of work just because others aren't good planners..I hate people who try to be nice, while they aren't.. (ma7besh 7ad y7rgny b zo2o!)

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I’ve been always complaining about work.. how much I hate it when I’m pressured, and asked to do a lot of extra effort and just forget about my personal life.. Couple of weeks ago, I was asked to come on the week end.. I hate myself for it.. and was planning not to go.. and I was in a very bad mood for the whole week.. I was totally angry.. and actually I thought of leaving work.. Was

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Since the beginning of this month, I’ve been reminding myself each day that on the 26th of it I’ll be celebrating my blog’s second anniversary. I kept planning that I should have a celebrating post for that occasion, but I was too busy to think of anything to write.. I was planning to go quickly through the posts of last year.. remember major events that happened.. major changes.. simply,

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Young & RestlessYoung at HeartThat's how I was described.. is it true?! I wonder.

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What is wisdom?! When do we say that’s a wise person?! Would experience mean wisdom?!Should we get wiser as we grow older?!

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Wish you all had a Happy Valentine :)

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Tired of Complaining!

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So.. I was forced to switch to the new version of Blogger.. I'm not happy with that.. I didn't want to switch.. I was fine with the older one, and was not ready for the change.. above all, I don't like to be forced to do something.. yes, this might be a better one, well, I don't know, I didn't check the features.. but still, I should have the right to choose what to do! I don't want to log in

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Seems it’s only bad mood that urges me to write in my blog.. It has been sometime, through which I felt like writing, but I just couldn’t find the time.. and whenever I do, I don’t feel like writing.. Came back from Izmir for about three weeks, I know I promised I’ll be writing about the visit and posting some pictures.. but I’m not in the mood for it right now.. but I’ll do sometime.. I’

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After some little surprises and misunderstandings concerning my flight.. I'm finally here in Izmir, Turkey.A totally new experience for me in everything.. first time to travel abroad since I was a little kid of four.. first time to travel all by myself, no accompanying family member..Everything is exciting the take off, the landing.. switching plans from Istanbul to Izmir.. looking for my luggage

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I no longer can hear his voice.. I do my best to escape getting into a conversation together.. I’m doing my best to appear uncaring.. I’m blocking any way of communication.. and still he insists!I’m starting to get rude.. just repelling with every possible way..Don’t ask me what happened.. I myself don’t know! I just can’t come nearer.. there is this distance that no one should cross.. at times I

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These days I’m staying with my grandma because my parents traveled for Hajj..As a result, I don’t have Internet access, and I feel disconnected..Anyways, I thought of wishing you all a Happy 3eed (I know it’s a little bit late) and a Happy new year to come, filled with happiness and joy..

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Opening my blog this morning, I found out that some of my blog images expired on the server and they no longer exist!!The good thing is I keep a backup of my old templates, so, thought of using my previous one till I manage and re-host my blog pictures again.

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Finally I started my diet today.. been waiting for that day for more than a month.. I should have started two weeks ago, but as a result of what I was passing through I couldn’t start.Went yesterday to the doctor and discovered that I’ve got a good number of kilos that I’ve got to lose.. this week’s diet is fine, actually I like it..I’m feeling better than I thought.. people around thought that I

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I’m not sad.. and I’m not happy.. I’m having a mix of both at the same time.. It’s harder.. not knowing how am I feeling..“Life goes on” That’s what I keep telling myself.. whatever is happening to me happened million of times before.. and life didn’t stop.. but, is that true?!Why do I feel that there is a message from whatever is happening?! There is a lesson that I should learn.. but seems that

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It has been a week since my grandfather passed away.. up till this moment I can’t comprehend what happened.. I’m in a denial status.. I’ve always wondered how would I feel loosing someone close and dear to me.. never imagined the situation.. tried to prepare myself for such situation.. for losing close people.. but no preparations are sufficient..First two days.. I’d say we all went with the

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Ma7'no2a w 7assa eny 7afar2a3.. mesh tay2a ay 7aga 7awalya.. mesh 2adra 2atkalem w a7'od w ady ma3 el nas.. ma3 eny 7assa eny me7taga atkalem.. bas mesh 2adra.. mesh 3arfa 7ata ana 3ayza 2a2ool eih.. e7sas eny mad3'outa da meday2ny awy.. da 3'eer en ana nafssyan ta3bana mesh na2sa da3't aktar men el zorof elly ana feeha.. men kotr mana mesh tay2a el sho3'l ba7ess eny momken fi ay la7za 2a2olohom

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What do I do when I don’t feel well?! I open my blog and start writing..It’s almost a week since my grandfather entered the hospital.. his status deteriorated, but thank God currently it’s stable..Yesterday I went into the room to check on him.. I found tears in his eyes, he feels sorry for himself.. sa3ban 3aleeh nafso awy.. wana sa3ban 3alya awyy.. couldn’t endure to see him crying.. found

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Supposedly this post was going to be about my weekend trip which I enjoyed very much.. however, the moment I entered Cairo bad news welcomed me one after the other.. as a result was terribly out of mood today.. crying without a clear reason.. I was just triggered by my colleague asking what was wrong, and I just found tears rolling down.. don’t know what is it exactly that had an effect on me..

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They sit together.. daydream.. and come up with some imaginary dreams.. and then we are asked to fulfill these dreams!!At times I really feel I dislike managers.. I’m afraid I’m getting to be a judgmental person.. but I can’t help it.. they really get on my nerves when they keep taking decisions and committing us to deadlines we know that we don’t have enough resources to fulfill..I hate it when

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In my room…Under my blanket…Having my best cushion behind my back…Having my laptop connected wirelessly…Beside me a big mug of hot chocolate…My mp3 player with a radio tuner beside me…Hearing the sound of rain drops outside…

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As a child, I used to look at older people as my role model.. used to think that all people who are older than I am are right..Definitely on top of that list were my parents and teachers.. for me, they were never wrong, they sure know more than I do.. in addition was people on T.V. don’t know why, but I used to think that any one who has the privilege to be on T.V. must be Mr./Ms. perfect.I’m not

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I wonder why is it that I don't feel warm except when it gets colder?!

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One of the things I don't like about myself is, not knowing what I want. I might keep saying that I need a certain thing, and then when I'm about to have it, I just realize that it's not what I wanted.May be I change.. and as a result my needs and dreams change as well.. without me realizing that..Since I graduated and may be before that, I was wishing to work at a certain place.. for a reason

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