I'm not happy

Thursday, April 02, 2009
"ana mesh mabsouta" da el sho3or elly mesh 3ayez yfar2ny el ayam di.. 7atta lama yb2a fi 7aga tebsetny, wa da naderan lama ye7sal, barga3 3ala toul l 7alet el ekte2ab elly mlazmany el youeen dool.. ba2eet sha7'seya ka2eeba gedan.. mesh tay2a nafsy.. wala el nas elly 7awalya.. walla sho3'ly.. wala ayy 7aga fi donia di..

Kol ma afakar.. 2ala2y eny mesh 2adra atakabl nafsy zayy ma heyya.. wala 3arfa a3'ayarha.. sa3ata 2a2ool ana zayy mana.. w mesh 3ayza at3'ayar.. w sa3at tanya 2a2ool la2.. ana lazem a3'ayar nafsy lel a7san.. bas te3bt.. 7'alas mesh 2adra.. mesh 3ayza 2ab2a a7san..

ana 7ata ell 7agat el kowayesa elly fi 7ayaty ba2t bday2ny mesh btbstny.. ana fakra kowayes youm el appraisal bta3y.. my manager 2aly kalam 7elwa gedan.. and I was exceeding his expectations.. bas ana youmha 7'aragt men el appraisal mesh tay2a nafsy.. w rawa7t tool el taree2 l7ad el el beit memaweta nafsy men el 3eyat.. mesh 3arfa sa3etha ana eih elly kan meza3lny.. momken ykoon elly za3lny eny 7aseet enaha mesh far2a m3aya.. ze3lt 3lshan 7aseet eny mesh mabsouta b 7aga el mafroud tfara7ny.. felt pitty for myself.. eza kan el 7aga el wa7eed elly mafrood tefara7ny mafara7tneesh.. eih b2a elly momken y7'aleeny mabsouta..

el mawdoo3 ba2a mo7ayer gedan.. sa3at ba7es eny 7atta ma3ndeesh kalam 2a2olo.. mesh 2adra atkalem w atala3 elly gowaya.. yemken 3lshan mafeesh 7aga gowaya.. aw yemken 3lshan elly gowaya keteeeeer awyy.. law tel3 ma3rfsh ta2sero 7aykoon eih 3alya.. bas el conclusion eny karha 7ayaty w mesh 3arfa a3'ayarha..
 
posted by MoonLightShadow at 11:28 PM, | 3 comments