I’ve been always complaining about work.. how much I hate it when I’m pressured, and asked to do a lot of extra effort and just forget about my personal life..
Couple of weeks ago, I was asked to come on the week end.. I hate myself for it.. and was planning not to go.. and I was in a very bad mood for the whole week.. I was totally angry.. and actually I thought of leaving work..
Was talking to a colleague, and was telling him how awful I was feeling.. and he advised that I should be more passionate about work.. I should give it more, to take more from it..
What he said made sense.. and I made a promise with myself that I should love my work.. be more passionate about it.. and try to have a long term vision..
Started implementing that plan.. and I gotta say that it perfectly worked out.. I’m going to work on weekends feeling that I’m enjoying what I’m doing.. I daily stay late at work, without being bothered at all..
But the thing is, other sides of my life will be affected.. I’m telling myself this will be for sometime, and things will be back to normal again.. but I’m afraid it won’t..
Why worry about it now.. I’ll just leave days to prove how things will work out..